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October 11, 2004
t0dAe i wAs so piss off~ aRgh~ aftEr my cMe, i wAs tiNkiN t0 g0 hm or stAy out l0ngEr~ c0z sHu xiAn wAnnA g0 jp dEn i wEnt wif hEr n hEr stEad~ alth0ght i'M thE litE buLb bUddEn i duN rEali miNd(ltr u will noe y)- dEn aftEr tAt wE wEnt h0mE... whEn i juz stEp iNt0 thE h0usE~ i sAw a BITCH... shE stArtEd sh0utiN n sh0utiN at mi... i did n0t wAn t0 sh0ut bAck as my dAd t0ld mi n0t t0 b4 i wEnt out t0dAe... dEn i wEnt iNt0 my ro0m put my bAg n thiNgs d0wn dEn i wEnt out t0 d0 thE thiNgs shE wAn mi t0 d0 which is t0 piCk up thE plAstic bAg iN thE dUstbiN... dEn shE stArtEd t0 sc0ld mi agAin... shE sAe" y i cAll u t0 thr0w thE plAstic bAg t0 thE 0thEr biN u did n0t d0 it" dEn i wAs s0 aNgRy... c0z shE didn't evEn lo0k at mi n stArtEd sc0ldiN mi f0r nth... dEn i sAe wAsn't i'M thr0wiN thE plAstic bAg... dEn shE ask mi t0 wAsh my cl0thEs on my own dEn shE wAs bl0ckiN my wAy c0z shE wAnnA slAp mi 0r sth... i n0e wAt shE wAnnA d0 n i dun m0vE s0 shE cAnn0t slAp mi or aNythiN... dEn shE sAe dun wAnnA gif mi p0ckEt m0nEy n t0ld mi t0 gt thE p0ckEt m0nEy fr0m my dAd... dEn i wAs tiNkin " y dUn u disown mi as ur child?" isn't it bettEr l0rz~ dEn shE still sc0ld at mi... i dun cAre hEr l0rz~... dEn i wEnt bAck iNt0 my rm n i l0ck thE do0r in cAse shE wAnnA d0 aNythiN t0 mi~ shE is outsidE my rm til shE fEtch my bRo t0 sch... dEn i heArd tAt thErE is n0 n0isE i wEnt out 0f thE rm... i wEnt t0 bAthe b4 shE cum bAck~ dEn i wEnt t0 wAsh my cl0thEs... i stArtEd t0 wAsh thE fiRst pAil... dEn thE sEc0nd~ til thE thiRd.... shE cAme bAck... shE stArtEd sc0ldiN mi agAiN... dEn shE sh0utEd at mi t0 sAve thE wAtEr f0r my bRo's sh0e~ dEn aftEr i wAsh~ i c0llEct all my sis n minE cl0thEs... dEn i wEnt bAck t0 my rm n typE tis bl0g~ my hAnd is dAmn pAiN n achiN... b0nEs r likE g0iN t0 brEak iNt0 piEces... shE is g0iN t0 bE at h0mE til my aunt c0mE bAck~ tAt will bE a t0rturE t0 mi... hElp~
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