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January 22, 2005

nOw is 10.31 pm... 22 jAn o5'..

in thE mOrnin.. wEnt fOr tAt camp dEbriEf.. aftEr sO lOng le.. still ask mi tO recAll... if u nOe mi wEll.. u will nOe tAt i'm a pErsOn tAt cAnnOt rMb thiNgs dE.. sth hAppEns n i will juz 4gt it as lOng as it has past...

juz sAe thE nEws tAt a fEw tEens abuse a little cAt.. aftEr lOokiN at thOse imAgEs.. i wAs tiNkin.. do thEy hAf a heArt lOr.. bulli a smAll cAt.. nO brAin lOrz.. hOwevEr.. luckily thE cAt wAs still alive n wAs sAved by the pOlicE.. n thOse tEens r bEin arrEstEd.. stupid thiNg tO dO.. if abusin cAt isn't thE rite thing tO dO.. dEn y dO thEy hAf tO dO it.. iN thE eNd nO oNe gAin anythiN.. thE cAt is iNjurEd n thE tEens r bEin arrested! nO pOint lOr.. stupid ppl dO stupid things..

i sAw a blOg tAt is sO nice.. i wanna share it wif all of ya.. http://pynkalicious-me.blogspot.com/... the sOng n lAyout of the blog veri nice lOr.. dEn thOse wOrds r sO reAl.. "dun labEl mi".. n the other 1 is " love wasn't fair to start wif. it starts wif a smile (: grows wif a kiss. and ends wif a tear." isn't tat wat ppl do..

sOmeOne tElls mi tat " life's bOrin" dEn i rEply... " so.. try tO make it a meaningful 1" izit it true? if u tink tat ur life haf no point.. den make it a point tat wat u haf to do for tat dae.. so u wun haf a borin life.. we can onli live for tis life time tis mins tis sec wif the one who is wif us.. so y not treasure it n care for each other.. let tat person noe tat u care for them.. n hope they r in gd conditions.. if u ever haf a great frenz.. juz grab them n tell them how important they r.. u nv noe wat will happen tml.. juz treasure everyone.. =]

juz nOw.. cOz didi kEep fAn mi.. dEn mi sO irritAted.. den smack his hAnd.. dEn his dunno wat thingy.. drOp on the flOor.. dEn fEel sO regrEt siAl.. hE wAs 8 le.. dEn he has no play mate at home.. the first thing a kid will do is to find a person in the family tat has the closest age gap de mar.. budden it was like i 14+ le.. i haf my own tinkin n mindset.. how can i possibly play wif him? n he is a guy.. if he was a ger.. den maybe i will still play wif him.. budden the point is tat he is a guy n our age gap is quite big.. budden tat's my onli bro.. wat can i do..? his bd on 2o o1.. which was 2 dAes agO.. den i was at a dreadful mood.. den take foto de shi hou.. i was like not happi.. after takin foto.. i juz walked away to my rm.. i dunno y.. budden i'm juz in a dreadful mood.. den in the end.. when i tok to my fren in msn.. i can easily smile n tok happily.. izit coz of the age tat we can tok abt the same things n we can haf the same tots.. n haf the same experience? i dunno.. budden i juz feel tat the time i spent wif frenz r much more happier than the time i spent wif family..

as fOr nOw.. i tink tat although i might not like the way my family r.. budden i still tryin to like my family.. for tis life time.. but.. if i can choose.. i wanna be wif as family wif them forever in the next life or next next life.. =]

haf ur ever wOndEr.. where will we go after wE die? after we r bein burnt? the bones of ours r into pieces.. put in a pot.. n bein sealed in the cemetry.. where my spirits will go? will i go to heaven? or hell? how do heaven n hell like? tink abt it.. n u might realise tat u r fear to die...

-= d y i N . 0 u t . 0 f . b r e A t h E =-
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