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January 23, 2005
hAhaz.. tOdAe is anOther tiRin dAe.. althOugh i've nOt dOne much tOdAe.. juz fEel reAl tiRed aftEr thOse dAes n wEeks n mOnths..
thiNgs gEttiN tOughEr n tOughEr.. my aunt's mOthEr-iN-lAw hAd pAssed awAy ytd aftErnOon.. lifE is sO frAgiE n unprEdictAblE.. whEn will u nOe whEn u r gOin tO leavE tis plAce.. lEavE evEryoNe else.. leAvE a plAce tAt u lOve or hAte.. if u wEre givEn a chOice tO leAve tis plAce.. whEn u nEed tO leAve u hAf tO leAve.. nth cAn chAnge fAte.. evErythiNg is fAted.. all we cAn dO is tO treAsurE.. treAsurE evEry mOments.. all thOse mOments r prEciOus.. all of thEm r memories.. gd n bad.. but for mi.. i oNli rmb gd ones.. those hu r bad n those which i dun wanna recall.. juz let it pass.. n carry on wif the next.. life will sure be happier than to be carryin sth tat is sorrow n painful to walk for the rest of our life.. isn't it?
juz sew my skirt.. gettin fat liaoz.. hump! beta stop eatin at nite.. dun drink water b4 i slp n all those nonsense.. haiz.. dun eat den can save money.. i plAn to buy a tama for my bro.. i tink my bro wan tat.. coz tat time i lend from mabel.. den he keep cumin into my rm n take it to play.. i wanna buy it n gif it to him.. n let him haf sth tat's his.. missin my bro le.. wonder is he sleepin or watever now.. i miz my frenz.. yun zhao n han xiao.. mdm kurusamy.. i miz those daes.. how i wish tat time can go back.. those happi moments.. i still rmb wat yun zhao told mi.. haiz.. fate r makin fool of mi.. y muz all tis happen? when i wanna see them n miz them.. they r alwaes not around.. haiz.. hope fate will bring us together again.. how i wish i can change my fate.. =[
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