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January 29, 2005

todAe likE nOt reAli tAt grEat.. mi hAvin hEadach nOw.. gOin to vomit de feelin..

mAybE wAt mAbEl sAes ytd is rite.. i dun lOok sO gd.. tAt's wat shE sAes " ei.. u ok notz.. did u put anything on ur face?" of coz i nv put anything on face.. " ur face real white.. ur lips so red!" dEn i tOld hEr coz i ate chilli.. den she saes it's not..

is it reali like tat? lolz.. dyin soon? lol.. i dunno..

ytd mom n sis quarrel.. should be over small matters lahz.. ytd chattin wif xy in msn.. den dun care them.. i've not tok to anyone ytd when i came home til now 11.o7am.. maybe not for the past few hrs or sth? yah.. dun feel like tokin to them.. feel like wastin my breathe when tokin to them.. either is they cannot hear mi when i'm tokin.. or is coz they dun understand wat i'm sayin.. den haf to repeat again n again.. so y dun i juz keep quiet n dun sae anythin.. tat'll wun be the bez solution.. budden at least i can escape.. coz i cannot hide anymore.. haiz..

wat to do..? hu can help mi.. is God helpin mi? i hope so..

feel like cryin out loud.. but i wat can cry help mi to do? nth.. but now.. i've seems to be numb wif everythin.. no more cryin for mi.. wat i can do to hide all these.. is to luff n luff.. when i've been cryin in my heart n luffin loudli for others to tink tat i'm ok..

can anyone understand mi? so stress n depress wif everything.. wat can i do? wat should i do? head goin to burst.. ='[


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onli love can hurt ur heeaartt
fill euu wif desire n tear euu apart.
onli love can make euu cry
n onli love knows whiiee ~
if eeuuu're not ready to cry..
if euu're not ready to take the risk..
if euu're not ready to feel the pain..
den euu're not ready to fall in love..!
there was a time in our lives
when we became afraid to fall in love
everytime we do, we get hurt,
den i figured that's whiiee it's called falling in love...


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