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January 02, 2005

tOdAe slEpt at 4am.. cOz mOm awAke.. dEn hAf tO slEep.. sO thE nExt dAe at aBt 12 nOon dEn i wOke up..
dEn aftEr tAt i wEnt out lE.. dEn my frEn lAte.. dEn i wAit fOr abt 10 or 5 mins likE tAt.. nOt tOo lOng lAhz..

dEn aftEr tAt wE wEnt tO pOpulAr n buy bks.. dEn i rMb tAT i hAd 4gottEn tO briN my bOoklist.. dEn i dun wAnNa buy at pOpulAr lE.. i dEcidEd tO buy iN sCh.. sO wE wEnt to wAlk wAlk.. dEn aftEr 2 hrs likE tAt.. wE wEnt hOme.. dEn i tOok thE sAme bus hOme.. dEn wE plAy n tOk.. til thEy alight..

dEn reAch hOme lE.. dEn hAf my lunch.. at arOund 3 pm plus liAoz.. sO hungRy.. cOz i hAf nOt eAtEn frOm mOrniN til 2 plus.. cOz at jp i bOught sth tO eAt.. dEn wAtch tv..

dEn sis likE dunNo wAt hAppEn tO hEr.. shE kEep nAggiN.. i dun likE ppl tO nAg mi lOrz.. nOt evEn a sEc.. dEn lAst nitE shE still nAg fOr 15 mins.. dEn i wAs likE.. cAn she juz shut up nOtz.. dEn in thE eNd i lOse my tEmpEr.. cOz shE clOse all my wiNdOw.. cOz i wAs usiN cOm.. dEn shE wAnNa mi tO pAck my rm.. dEn i wAs so aNgRy lOrz.. ask hEr tO lEt mi wAtch finish my "a cindErellA stOry" dE vcd.. shE oso cAnnOt wAit.. dEn shE duNnO sAe mi wAt.. dEn i tOk bAck.. dEn shE shut dOwn my cOm.. dEn i wAs sO angRy lOrz.. cOz shE juz shut dOwn whEn i wAs still usin.. dEn i rEstArt cOm.. dEn cOm likE siAo siAo liaoz lE lOrz.. cOz she hAvEn clOse all thE wiNdOw.. shE nv cAre aBt my fEeliN lOrz.. juz shut dOwn likE tAt.. shE tOt tAt i lOse my tEmpEr wAs wrOng.. buddEn i dun tiNk tat i wAs evEn wrOng lOrz.. y cAn't shE juz tOk prOpErly.. whEn shE nEed hElp dEn shE tOk tO mi niCely.. dEn treAt mi likE shit.. reAli dun wAnNa hAte hEr lOrz.. buddEn thE wAy shE treAt mi.. i reAli hAte hEr lOrz.. if shE wAs juz jeAlOus of mi.. dEn i tiNk shE shOuld stOp all hEr nOnsEnse.. dEn nOw shE wAs likE scrEamiN n shOutiN at mi.. likE i'm thE 1 iN wrOng.. sO kp.. nOw i wAs likE sO piss off liAoz.. reAli cAnnOt stAnd it lE lOrz..

althOugh i nOe tAt fAmily is impOrtAnt tO mi.. buddEn thE way thEy "cAre" wAs suCh a prEssuRe tO mi lOrz.. dEn my dAd n mOm wAs likE kEep nAggiN mi.. dEn sis oso nAg.. dEn bRo wAs likE kEep distuRbiN mi.. fEelin sO pissEd n fEd up wif evEryoNe.. lifE reAli sux whEn thEre r ppl likE thEm arOund.. reAli cAnnOt stAnd it lE.. hAiz..

buddEn juz hOpe fOr a bEtA tml.. althOugh tml nEed tO gO tO sCh.. n i still nEed tO fAce all thOse strEss.. hAiz.. hOw nE? wat tO dO nExt.. hOpE God cAn guidE mi thrOugh tis lOng wAy -.-


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onli love can hurt ur heeaartt
fill euu wif desire n tear euu apart.
onli love can make euu cry
n onli love knows whiiee ~
if eeuuu're not ready to cry..
if euu're not ready to take the risk..
if euu're not ready to feel the pain..
den euu're not ready to fall in love..!
there was a time in our lives
when we became afraid to fall in love
everytime we do, we get hurt,
den i figured that's whiiee it's called falling in love...


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