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February 24, 2005

haiz..
i tink watt happen ytd.. had affected muii too deeply..
wat he did was real disappointin n did not tink b4 he tok lorr..
ya.. i admit.. i was lazi.. tat's y i DROP!!!
but if time can be turn back.. i tink i will wan to study..
if i did not haf chicken pox last year.. n missed all the sub..
i dun tink i'll fail my overall.. coz at least i still gt those few percent back..
i didn't blame anyone forr tat..
i didn't blame God..
all i can do is to accept n no other choice..
but, to accept a reality tat was so diff..
i cannot take it anymore..
i dun dare to tell ppl tat i was from na..
i dun dare to tell ppl my klass..
i dun dare to tell others boutt my studies..
relative askin..
mom askin..
dad askin..
sis askin..
forcin muii to study..
dun let muii to go out forr months..
n i mean MONTHS lorr..
u cannot imagine wat i'm havin here..
i admit tat my life is fortunate enff le..
i noe ppl r sufferin..
i'm grateful to wat i've given..
i noe God gif muii the challenge
but. i cannot take it when everythin had been pushed to muii at the same time..

i've finally broke down n cried..
i do not wanna cry at all..
i dun wan to let others to see the weaker part in muii..
but.. i juz cannot help it..

thz forr those hu stand by muii..
xy sorwie boutt juz now..
muii been so easily distracted thesedays..
dunno wat happen to muii..
haiz..
hope everything is over.. plz let everything to gt over real soon
i'm not angry wif anyone.. juz disappointed..
euu juz dun understand muii..
nth can change wif juz a sorry..
the knife euu stab into muii.. is too deep..
the scar wil be there foreverr.. ='[

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onli love can hurt ur heeaartt
fill euu wif desire n tear euu apart.
onli love can make euu cry
n onli love knows whiiee ~
if eeuuu're not ready to cry..
if euu're not ready to take the risk..
if euu're not ready to feel the pain..
den euu're not ready to fall in love..!
there was a time in our lives
when we became afraid to fall in love
everytime we do, we get hurt,
den i figured that's whiiee it's called falling in love...


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