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March 05, 2005
todae woke up at 6am..
den i was like.. can still slp forr another 3o minutes..
so i juz lie on bed n tink of things..
den i tot of makin a sandwich forr xin ya..
coz ltr meetin herr..
after tat.. dad n mom.. shout here n there..
their normal volume actuali..
i juz tink tat tat noise..
coz it's not pleasant to hear at all marr..
den sae.. ur fwen ytd called.. blah blah blah..
den dad sae.. wake up le lahz.. still sleepin..
den it was like their "clock " was like faster than the normal 1 by 15 or 20 mins lorr..
nonsense sia..
after they left forr work..
den i tot of wokin up to haf a bathe..
so i woke up to do my things n all tat..
den cook curry maggie..
after tat i make a cup of milk tea..
budden too hot..
den add 2 cubes of ice..
after tat i had my breakfast..
after tat.. til half of the bowl is finish..
i was full le lehz..
budden tot of cannot waste food..
so i juz ate everything up..
so.. after tat.. i went back to my rm..
after tat i tot of doin sth to my national tee..
after tat was late le lorr..
coz haven pack bag..
haven change..
den still meetin xy at 7.30..
den reach there at 7.40 like tat..
den she told muii tat she missed her breakfast..
den so guilty sia..
make her missed her breakfast..
den we took the same train as the rest of them lorr..
den after tat.. when we reach queenstown..
den i went to buy drinks..
after tat we walked slowly to the church..
coz still early marr..
after tat had our enrolment thingy..
den sing n sing den sae delicate thingy or sth..
after tat we sae our promise..
btw.. tat's onli rehersal nia..
so.. after tat..
we had our break..
ms cheong gathered us..
she told us tat she'll not be our captain anymore..
she said tat she had struggle forr tis decision forr 2 years le..
den now.. she had her lesson on wed n fri..
so she cannot alwaes cum to do drill wif us..
or maybe cannot even meet us..
budden to us..
when we noe tat she is still our captain..
we r veri grateful to God le arz..
she dun haf to quit de..
reali.. (( sae out from muii heart ))
so after we heard wat she said..
i tink i was the one hu cried first or le min..
no matter hu cried first doesn't matter to muii..
wat matter most is juz onli i dun wan ms cheong to go lorr..
she is alwaes so nice to us..
she oso teach us drill
i still rmb when i first join gb..
went to her hse n play game all tat..
til now de her..
til the last camp we had together..
at sentosa..
the teachin tat she taught muii will nv make muii 4gt..
juz to tell her..
i'll miz her lotsa..
the times when i've been wif her..
it'll be wif muii..
n in muii veri precious moment..
she nv be replace.. even if there is a new captain..
no matter wat..
she'll be my bez captain in my GB 9th..
love her lots..
so after tat..
i went back to sit..
everyone seems so quiet..
everyone tryin to stop muii from cryin..
i noe i'll see her again..
bud it's like..
there's a wall in between us le..
nth can change the fact...
i dun wan her to leave muii..
if i can do anything to change it..
i'm willin to change..
bud.. nth can change it now..
i juz can't stop cryin..
someone i reali treasure is leavin..
my passion in cumin forr GB is coz of her exist..
now.. w/o her..
i dunno will i lose the passion in cumin forr GB..
the passion will fade as daes goes..
as months goes.. as years goes..
GB now.. is like my sad memories..
haiz..
i reali hope she'll be wif muii..
wif us..
be wat she is as b4..
i reali miz her..
love her..
among all officers..
she taught us the most..
she's like someone tat so close to muii..
when i first saw her..
we both said n tot of the same thing..
" hey.. euu look familar "
tat's wat we said to each other..
juz to sae..
she'll be my forever GB 9th captain..
she'll nv be replaced.. ='[
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